Hey friends,
I just got up to make a PBJ sandwich, after lying sleepless in my bed for several hours, yet fitfully dreaming. Precious those times are, and I got a doozy that I want to share.
Before my fitful dream (Which, FYI is qualitatively entirely different from a Vision, for you Thunderheart fans) my thoughts were on death, and its nature and purpose. A very exciting notion that came to me was that when death comes for you it comes TO you. You don't have to move an inch. All your life, you're moving through this dark soup we make our movies out of. You're on the stage of life, so to speak. Your every movement is watched by those (observers) that are not participating in the mass simulation (if that mass simulation can properly be said to exist for all those I perceive around me, which is another question entirely). But the great part about it is that you cease all striving at death. Your death taps you on the shoulder, and you know it's time. It comes to you. You don't have to put any effort into it whatsoever. There is no test of endurance to be passed, as if it were a root canal. Much too often I have thought in terms of death being a trial or a something to do. That's the wrong thinking. Death is, if you'll pardon the cliche, a removal of the mask that obscures the essence of life and love that we literally swim in. As such, it is the ultimate reunion experience. Which may explain our tenacity in reincarnating. Coming home is so much fun we can't wait to get out the door again!
The fitful dream itself was a graphical/experiential illustration of what I have just articulated, especially with respect to the curtain being drawn back/mask being removed, as well as some other element that was literally swept, as with crow's wings, from my mind upon my waking. I deduced that since I could remember this much, I was to share it, and since I could not remember the other element(s), I was not to share them, and it was much too intriguing not to share (drat and humbug). That said, I'm off back to bed for the remainder of time before my alarm goes off. I've got about 3 hours.




