Joseph wrote:But my question is, did Jesus actually die for the sins of the world so that if we are guilty and if we wallow in his blood, we come out white as snow? I have no idea. Bible is the only way we know about it. Although things happen for a reason, and there are no accidents, but still Bible is full of contradictions, hatred, and violence.
That question is personal as this is a
subjective and
personal experience for each of us.
Do you need someone to die such that you can know you are "forgiven"?
Do you understand how clever this is that because one perceives the world as "evil" or "damaged" and our selves as "fallen", that we start out with this contrived notion that we are lacking and must "do something" to remedy it?
Then there appears the charlatan with a remedy who says one must bow, wear funny hats or even beat themselves because they are not worthy and that will somehow make them whole, but only after they die.
"What a brilliant scam!"This idea of creating false motivational
obligation permeates our lives and is one of the simpler manipulation tools being employed against us.
Look at the idea that we must feel obligated to pay someone who created colorable or fictional monetary obligations and arbitrarily decide who "owes" whom. How can we feel so compelled to pay back something of a "value" we cannot even hold in our hands?
Does not Ø provide us food? Would that not be a necessity as a basic function of our educational experience? Are we not evolved enough to get past the lesson of basic food procurement? Why do we choose to dwell with this shackle of "planned and deliberate scarcity" when we can have all the abundance when we choose to? Who are we to believe we must obligate ourselves to servitude for that which should be a natural and basic right? Why do we feel it is the right of others to deny us? Is it simply because we are too stupid to know the difference?
I require no "fixing" or absolution. I am not fallen or broken. I simply am.
It is when we indulge our fear where we engage in the level of perversion of those who we choose as our masters where we deserve the suffering and cause our own "experiential discomfort".
Joseph you have out grown the Church and have already concluded its usefulness and contribution to the world.
You have already made the choice that the odd hoops you are made to jump through are not worth the trouble to be re-accepted into the fold. What you must resolve is your fear of being free.
You might be ready for this:
http://www.amazon.com/Book-Your-Church-Doesnt-Want/dp/0978721381/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1276446309&sr=1-1