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[sublime_rule]

dreamt this just now..

was driving my car that was repoed, very nice car that was "ego-bought" in "reality"..

but I had two old "friends" with me, and we were dodging the police as we usually did when we were together.
nothing significant I believe except:
1) the police had new vehicles, I had this pointed out by my backseat buddy, and they were everywhere. although I didn't sense the fear they did.
2) the car kept catching flats, and the jack wouldn't work. lol

skip to a Jerry Springer show type setting where there were two very caricature looking guys.
the one on the right looked older and wiser.
the one on the left looked like an imposter.
the man on the right threw his arm around the other, and jokingly let him know that he didn't want any trouble with a veteran...in no discernable words
the man on the left started to get irate, and his mask started to come off..a fight ensued, the imposter lost.

Veteran=Self, Imposter=Ego??

I woke at 4:14..

I guess this should be in the Just Gabbing section...
any other relevant dreams will be posted in this thread.

thanks for reading

[roage]

Between the two men left and right. They are both interchangeable. One is not always as he appears. It may have been more fitting in the construct to make one female. When you dream this again let that happen.

Yes the cop will become renewed and keep pace with the skill of the "miscreant". The wonderful thing about Ego's capacity to manifest fear and lure one into traps is that it is always one step ahead. In that way one's experience does not become boring and one continues to grow.

Do you enjoy being chased?

Is it as fun as being caught?

[sublime_rule]

Between the two men left and right. They are both interchangeable. One is not always as he appears. It may have been more fitting in the construct to make one female. When you dream this again let that happen.

Yes the cop will become renewed and keep pace with the skill of the "miscreant". The wonderful thing about Ego's capacity to manifest fear and lure one into traps is that it is always one step ahead. In that way one's experience does not become boring and one continues to grow.

Do you enjoy being chased?

Is it as fun as being caught?

it was never about the cat and mouse game for me in my days of "lawlessness".. it was the ego's logic consistently looking forward towards the "future", and that possibility of losing one's "freedom"...and would it all be worth it in the end..

in retrospect, the times i was caught, only further proved to fuel my hatred for the badge-bearers and their indignant slapping of the cuffs...paperwork, fines..another day in the office, another scumbag shown who's boss..
i think that the fear didn't manifest in this dream because i was more disgusted than fearful..disgusted and fed up with the droning machine and aspects of the "game" that some of us have chosen to play..only to come to the realization that the treasure at the end of that rainbow was worthless..

then i find the truth written out step by step here through you, and can catch a glimpse of the light at the end of this tunnel where before I saw only darkness...
then coming to the realization that I have known this truth all along, and this entire experience was for the purpose of a greater benefit for the whole...

One is not always as he appears...so true..i couldn't help but intuit that even the older/wiser looking being portrayed something of a gimmick...a glimmer of a fraud..
is this what you mean roage?

thank you.

[roage]

One is not always as he appears...so true..i couldn't help but intuit that even the older/wiser looking being portrayed something of a gimmick...a glimmer of a fraud..
is this what you mean roage?

thank you.

Yes, we take old as wise and and seldom see the resource right in front of us.