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[augustinergirl]

Okay here we go. There are two tests. They are different for narcissists and depressed ones.
Everybody fails the first time.
The first test is EGO. Ego is the master manipulator. Why is it necessary to fail the first time? Ego wants to retain control at all costs, and therefore it has to make you believe you already passed the test. Get the picture?
That is why the tests have to be different.
For the narcissist the failure consists in that afterwards his illusions of grandeur are even bigger than before. He thinks he has mastered everything and that GOD has given him his law and tells him to spread the word among humans.
For the depressed one the failure consists in that afterwards he feels he is an even bigger failure than before. He is totally crushed.
See how fiendishly clever that is? The arrogant one does not feel the need to continue as he thinks he is already there. The crushed one thinks he is a mess anyway and can never master this game.
Before making the second test it is necessary to jump into the vortex. Both the narcissist and the depressed have skipped the vortex the first time. The narcissist thinks the vortex is a lie. The depressed one thinks he already has been there and has not mastered it. Both are wrong. The vortex is the turning point, it is where you face your biggest fear.
In order to pass the second test the depressed one needs to be rebuilt. Since he already has been crushed the first time. He thinks he can never win this game anyway. He needs a helping hand.
In order to pass the second test the narcissist needs to be crushed. He needs to lose his illusions of grandeur and know-it-all and be meek. Once you know this it gets relatively easy.
Your biggest fears need to be released and looked at. You will survive even if it feels like dying.
Remember it is only an illusion. Your fears are not real, but they need to be looked at as if they are real.
I tried to crush a narcissist last week in order to prepare him for the vortex. There are no victims in this game.
All is as should be.