I ran across Roage along time ago when he first started his thread on the David Icke forums. I remember reading it and having it just click for me. It was a lot of ideas I had been thinking about for a long time. I would regularly go back just to check on that thread. I messaged Roage on YouTube a few times with questions about this and that. And then when he started to put his forum together, I decided to not read anymore of his writings. One thing that stuck out for me was when he said to not believe what he says and find out for yourself. And up until that point, I had been enjoying hearing what he had to say because I agreed with it all, but I got to wondering if I REALLY believed that or was I just being swept into the excitement of hearing what I thought I knew all along...
So I've spent a lot of time thinking since then, especially while Im at work at a mortuary in town. I would find myself walking through our mausoleum, looking at the crypts, and asking questions out loud... I soon found myself answering the questions out loud immediately. It felt that I was on a doctor's couch asking questions about life, except I was also the doctor counseling me. The more I focused on changing aspects of my life, the more I realized things fell into place as I let go. A lot of things have happened that I couldn't explain to anyone who was not looking through my eyes... things that would appear coincidental to anyone else. Sometimes people would say things to me that seemed out of place for them... it almost seemed like I was talking through them at me... which is impossible but thats the only way I can describe it.
I began seeing 11:11 a lot... which reminded me of a thread I saw on David Icke's forum... which made me think of Roage again... which brought me back here. So, I just wanted to say "hi" I'm back... even though I have the feeling I never really left.
