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[roage]

Things have been really brutal here lately as apparently I am not getting something important. I have had no real break and when I think I am at the bottom a new bottom breaks through.

My machine even went down. It should be easier than this perhaps you see something I do not?

[Moose]

Roger. Travel inwards, not Outwards for your answer.

Every dawn is dark. Light follows.

[roage]

Roger. Travel inwards, not Outwards for your answer.

Every dawn is dark. Light follows.

I went over nearly all of the dark stuff thing and some new territory. I am giving it up for a while.

[Gemini]

Okay. Maybe this is something that many of us are going through at present. I have noticed in the postings lately that there are some of us feeling this way, I know I have been, in fact it has been hard lately. Most of the last few days I have been having a right royal battle with the ego, for example;
I'm not good enough.
I'm fooling myself.
They (ooops, you guys, sorry) are all wrong....deluded.
Just get back to 'normal'. And more......I just can't seem to move forward.
To be honest, it crossed my mind today what Roage said I believe, you either choose ego or you choose Ø, both are good, and I so wanted to fall into ego again, just to stop the jabber, but I'm not going to, I know that could never happen now, I have come too far to even want to go back, no matter how much 'I think' I do!
Perhaps we all just need time to absorb, it's been a hell of a couple of months and perhaps the energy needs time to settle.....

Just read through this and got to thinking about deleting it, but I wrote it so its going up.

Looking forward to getting some kind of 'chat' going between us, I need folk to talk to and I think it could be a good thing.

Forgive me for my ramblings!

[roage]

Okay. Maybe this is something that many of us are going through at present. I have noticed in the postings lately that there are some of us feeling this way, I know I have been, in fact it has been hard lately. Most of the last few days I have been having a right royal battle with the ego, for example;
I'm not good enough.
I'm fooling myself.
They (ooops, you guys, sorry) are all wrong....deluded.
Just get back to 'normal'. And more......I just can't seem to move forward.
To be honest, it crossed my mind today what Roage said I believe, you either choose ego or you choose Ø, both are good, and I so wanted to fall into ego again, just to stop the jabber, but I'm not going to, I know that could never happen now, I have come too far to even want to go back, no matter how much 'I think' I do!
Perhaps we all just need time to absorb, it's been a hell of a couple of months and perhaps the energy needs time to settle.....

Just read through this and got to thinking about deleting it, but I wrote it so its going up.

Looking forward to getting some kind of 'chat' going between us, I need folk to talk to and I think it could be a good thing.

Forgive me for my ramblings!

I see a lot of things in flux. Perhaps it is like the frequency of a sound slowly going up there are nice sounds in turn, some blue notes and some discordant. Maybe we are there right now waiting for a a rich perfecr note to take away the blues.

[Ryanon]

Im having a hard few days too

Ego is fighting against me and trying to pull back to old ways of thinking....I have moments of pure enlightenment and then hauled back with the ego tapping for food from negativity. Its a battle alright.....something in the air just now I am winning more than losing though...can not help but feel its like a testing?

[Eko66]

Remember, nothing you experience is "real". Everything is made up, every "thing", by yourself.
Just relax, let go. Surrender completely to the guidance of the Supreme Authority. Live life as a Handyman. Wait for the phone to ring before taking action. Don't let youself being caught in tricks of the mind.

Like John Lennon said, We are living life making plans, while life takes its own course. If you don't see something as a problem, it is no problem.

If you are feeling anxious, just tell yourself that it isn't true anyway and that you are in fact a very powerful being. Remember energy follows attention!

And be purposeless, there is no purpose, just BE.

Love Erik

[Nect4r$]

Must be something in the air, very strange. Thursday, Friday and yesterday seemed relentless; total havoc tbh. Seems to be tapering off somewhat today all the same.

[roage]

Remember, nothing you experience is "real". Everything is made up, every "thing", by yourself.
Just relax, let go. Surrender completely to the guidance of the Supreme Authority. Live life as a Handyman. Wait for the phone to ring before taking action. Don't let youself being caught in tricks of the mind.

Like John Lennon said, We are living life making plans, while life takes its own course. If you don't see something as a problem, it is no problem.

If you are feeling anxious, just tell yourself that it isn't true anyway and that you are in fact a very powerful being. Remember energy follows attention!

And be purposeless, there is no purpose, just BE.

Love Erik

Your specialty has changed to "Awakening"

Nice post

[Seamus]

I've got the doldrums, too. It's all good though. I keep reminding myself. When I think of the worst that could happen, "going home", it reminds me this is all "just a ride". Sometimes being responsible for other people's welfare (to a certain extent) can make us think we are responsible for their happiness. I am experiencing this with my father these days. But then i remember... he is responsible for his own happiness. All I can do to "help" him is to vibrate at the highest level that he can match.