Seamus wrote:That's just it. I am tired of preparing for a future that never arrives. I just want to live NOW. That's what travel without a destination symbolizes to me. The ultimate in NOW. No illusory 'point' to anything. No interpolated, ego-distorted meanings. It occurs to me that traveling without a destination is really no different from death. Just a lot noisier
Since death awaits all of us, and I don't have anything really important to do, why not just walk out the door?
It would be different if I had something that I was passionate about. As it is, the only thing I even find interesting is the truth (fascinating is more like it). Oh, and semiautomatic pistols. But that's just for the fun factor. Not even truly interesting. Since I messed my knee up a couple of weeks back, I have even lost interest in my dirt bike. I'm recovering well, but I just can't see the point of riding hard and busting myself up again. So I will putt around on it. Whoopie.
Going to a state of peace and oneness is truly enjoyable. Do I delude myself by thinking I can find more of that on the road than here on my dad's 20 acres? I don't really think that. I just don't have anywhere to lay my head, is the problem. Someone else had that same problem. It's rainy today and I feel old. Not so much physically but emotionally. Just worn out from too many up-down cycles without a break. Where's the bliss? Maybe if i can get rid of the idea that i need to DO something. Ah well... thoughts ...
Our thought process is used for learning through observations, and it has fringe benefits. Thinking is a verb, to think is to distract one self with a verb. So thinking is a distraction, it's used to separate. But don't think of it in terms of something that you get rid of. It is the "doing something" that you crave, verbs are committed for all to see and same in secret. Thinking is doing something, you must distract yourself with a simplistic line of thought that distracts you enough to get you your observations whilst not annoying the sheet out of you. To do this is simply for you to narrate your verbs, every god damn one, even narrate narrating because narrating is as much a verb to narrate as the rest of those infinite verbs. This will teach you to see things as all working towards a single effect of mass proportion, inotherwords, the word problem shouldnt exist because there are none. To realize that fact is simple too: If my strengths are my weaknesses, then I dont have a weakness, and because I don't have a weakness, my only weakness is now to have no weakness. God Through the thoughts of the mortal ego can teach one an infinite amount of lessons with the power of metaphors as I'm sure you know. Just create a metaphor where you can find absolute peace in the illusion of chaos and look at it every time you need it, this will condition the great habit of peace in chaos that we all crave.
Narrate thoughts and actions sprung from thoughts = win
win = lessons through assimilating metaphors attained through narrating
and on another note, knowledge is infinite, which means there is an infinite amount of awakenings. To be an observer is to use observations to awaken. To classify them as separate ideals is the ego planning your website as fail to keep it from attaining its mass potential. One must intertwine each ideal like the synchronicity God shows all of us in symbolism. How he shows you symbols is the lesson to learn for teaching one something that has an infinite amount of connections to other main ideas and points. To do this is to create an infinite amount of curiosity in all genres even off topic genres just from any single concept.
separating the areas of expertise into observer being separate from awakening is nonsense. We observe to further awaken areas where we had not yet realized we had still been dreaming.
Crack egos for website design, any knowledge attained, even new ideas achieved and refined from sovereignty, will be shown to you at first in a confused state to keep you paying attention if you really want the idea for yourself and for sharing and teaching. Any new lesson is another lesson given to the ego FIRST ON PURPOSE to produce that same confusion so you get the idea you need in that confusion Where you need to pay attention that I refered to earlier. thats 3 ego cracks for each who reads this
, plant a tree , admire the birds (don't shoot them with a semi).
