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[denise]

Hello all my new friends I do have a question but first I just want to briefly introduce myself I am Denise and have been searching for spiritual answers for several years now. And then I read the blog on David Icke's site well I was amazed by the Truth I found there. I read all 98 pages before joining this web site, so much was explained and I felt so much love emanating from both the 98 pages and so far from what I have read on this site, so for that I want to thank everyone.
I did not feel able to read much aloud so I took myself away on my own for a couple of days so that I would have no distractions it was an interesting time indeed. I was initially just going to get in my car and drive knowing not where I would end up, but with such beauty the way things are arranged for you by the SA someone mentioned someone else who had a caravan not too far from where I live, bingo the weather was beautiful many lakes and wildlife and absolute peace couldn't have been better any way not to ramble on too much there were many syncro...ies (oh my I have forgotten how to spell it).And then on way home stopped at supermarket for some milk lo and behold the man in front in the queue let me go in front of him and then can you believe it the man in front of him let me go in front of him quite a wow moment, confirmation that I am on the right track, so once again thank you to Roage and to you all. Sorry for rambling but you know how it is most people do not understand and sometimes you just need to reveal your excitement so here I am. But this is my question and to me it feels a biggie I understand that to be sovreign you have to know what you have to give up etc. in other words buyer beware I read loads from the site to gain an understanding of these priciples, then it hit me that just maybe I was disobeying one of if not the principle law in that it could be deemed that I had a false god (so to speak) in my addiction to cigarettes, on no, everything felt so good until that realisation came to me. I am vowing to give up I do not want to put anything before the SA and hadn't realised that I was until now, is this one of the things that is preventing my progress, I did not feel any guilt about smoking until I had this realisation. I do not seem to be able to even go a few hours without a cigarette, how can I go on if I can't even do this. I know this is all only a lesson but I am finding this a very very difficult lesson any help to overcome this block would be so much appreciated and also have others had a similar problem. All help appreciated greatly thank you Denise

[roage]

Hello all my new friends I do have a question but first I just want to briefly introduce myself I am Denise and have been searching for spiritual answers for several years now. And then I read the blog on David Icke's site well I was amazed by the Truth I found there. I read all 98 pages before joining this web site, so much was explained and I felt so much love emanating from both the 98 pages and so far from what I have read on this site, so for that I want to thank everyone.
I did not feel able to read much aloud so I took myself away on my own for a couple of days so that I would have no distractions it was an interesting time indeed. I was initially just going to get in my car and drive knowing not where I would end up, but with such beauty the way things are arranged for you by the SA someone mentioned someone else who had a caravan not too far from where I live, bingo the weather was beautiful many lakes and wildlife and absolute peace couldn't have been better any way not to ramble on too much there were many syncro...ies (oh my I have forgotten how to spell it).And then on way home stopped at supermarket for some milk lo and behold the man in front in the queue let me go in front of him and then can you believe it the man in front of him let me go in front of him quite a wow moment, confirmation that I am on the right track, so once again thank you to Roage and to you all. Sorry for rambling but you know how it is most people do not understand and sometimes you just need to reveal your excitement so here I am. But this is my question and to me it feels a biggie I understand that to be sovreign you have to know what you have to give up etc. in other words buyer beware I read loads from the site to gain an understanding of these priciples, then it hit me that just maybe I was disobeying one of if not the principle law in that it could be deemed that I had a false god (so to speak) in my addiction to cigarettes, on no, everything felt so good until that realisation came to me. I am vowing to give up I do not want to put anything before the SA and hadn't realised that I was until now, is this one of the things that is preventing my progress, I did not feel any guilt about smoking until I had this realisation. I do not seem to be able to even go a few hours without a cigarette, how can I go on if I can't even do this. I know this is all only a lesson but I am finding this a very very difficult lesson any help to overcome this block would be so much appreciated and also have others had a similar problem. All help appreciated greatly thank you Denise

That is not it. Have a smoke and relax. Sounds like you are doing all you need to do and that is merely to pay attention to your lesson. It will come to you as the Universe will be made to render to you a perfect lesson. Always look at what is uncomfortable and you will find a key. The idea of the body being a temple is manipulatory. Do as you are led. If you feel like smoking then you should smoke. It is ego that attempts to create a denial of our nature, not Ø.

If you are led to quit it will be effortless and you will not shorten your life as our course is charted by Ø not ego.

Wow, you went through the whole thread? You are already ahead of the game. Have you watched Revolver also?

It must have already become fun for you.

I will give you a hint: Ego is using the smoking issue to con you into thinking that your progress has been halted. Nothing is further from the Truth. Everything you do, however "unimportant" works to move you forward. You will see that you never stopped moving even when it served a purpose to conceal your progress from your ego.

Welcome

Roage

[denise]

Thank you Roage for your reply. Ha my oh so naughty ego playing tricks on me, I haven't yet watched revolver but I will do as I keep hearing so many of you talking about it.

[roage]

Thank you Roage for your reply. Ha my oh so naughty ego playing tricks on me, I haven't yet watched revolver but I will do as I keep hearing so many of you talking about it.

Ego is an amazingly clever adversary and its creation was a truly wonderful obstacle that provides an incredible educational tool. Its power of deception and tenacity can only come from Ø.

[WolfSpiral]

Hello and welcome! I am fairly new here too, and have actually come up across the same predicament. It took a few days of introspective why do I smoke and whether that is a comfort or a need; it is merely a comfort. Our purpose here (as I see it) is to experience; experience the good, the bad and the strange and sometimes boring. Liking something is not worshiping it, Ø knows that you know that smoking products did not create All, they were created within that All to be experienced. Ego plays some strange games.

Dan

[roage]

Hello and welcome! I am fairly new here too, and have actually come up across the same predicament. It took a few days of introspective why do I smoke and whether that is a comfort or a need; it is merely a comfort. Our purpose here (as I see it) is to experience; experience the good, the bad and the strange and sometimes boring. Liking something is not worshiping it, Ø knows that you know that smoking products did not create All, they were created within that All to be experienced. Ego plays some strange games.

Dan

Ego will even throw you a bone when it see one getting close to something out of its control.

The Park:

http://roage.free-forum.net/the-park-vt142.html?start=0&hilit=the+park

There is a more fleshed out version on the site but one must click login and register to get to it.

[swiftex]

Thank you Roage for your reply. Ha my oh so naughty ego playing tricks on me, I haven't yet watched revolver but I will do as I keep hearing so many of you talking about it.

I chain smoke at times and I don't recommend it for non smokers but what the hay, you'll figure it out. Just relax otherwise you just get in the way!

[swiftex]

Thank you Roage for your reply. Ha my oh so naughty ego playing tricks on me, I haven't yet watched revolver but I will do as I keep hearing so many of you talking about it.

I chain smoke at times and I don't recommend it for non smokers but what the hay, you'll figure it out. Just relax otherwise you just get in the way!

get in the way of the way, kinda has a nice ring to it.............hehehehe

[Moose]

Hello all my new friends I do have a question but first I just want to briefly introduce myself I am Denise and have been searching for spiritual answers for several years now. And then I read the blog on David Icke's site well I was amazed by the Truth I found there. I read all 98 pages before joining this web site, so much was explained and I felt so much love emanating from both the 98 pages and so far from what I have read on this site, so for that I want to thank everyone.
I did not feel able to read much aloud so I took myself away on my own for a couple of days so that I would have no distractions it was an interesting time indeed. I was initially just going to get in my car and drive knowing not where I would end up, but with such beauty the way things are arranged for you by the SA someone mentioned someone else who had a caravan not too far from where I live, bingo the weather was beautiful many lakes and wildlife and absolute peace couldn't have been better any way not to ramble on too much there were many syncro...ies (oh my I have forgotten how to spell it).And then on way home stopped at supermarket for some milk lo and behold the man in front in the queue let me go in front of him and then can you believe it the man in front of him let me go in front of him quite a wow moment, confirmation that I am on the right track, so once again thank you to Roage and to you all. Sorry for rambling but you know how it is most people do not understand and sometimes you just need to reveal your excitement so here I am. But this is my question and to me it feels a biggie I understand that to be sovreign you have to know what you have to give up etc. in other words buyer beware I read loads from the site to gain an understanding of these priciples, then it hit me that just maybe I was disobeying one of if not the principle law in that it could be deemed that I had a false god (so to speak) in my addiction to cigarettes, on no, everything felt so good until that realisation came to me. I am vowing to give up I do not want to put anything before the SA and hadn't realised that I was until now, is this one of the things that is preventing my progress, I did not feel any guilt about smoking until I had this realisation. I do not seem to be able to even go a few hours without a cigarette, how can I go on if I can't even do this. I know this is all only a lesson but I am finding this a very very difficult lesson any help to overcome this block would be so much appreciated and also have others had a similar problem. All help appreciated greatly thank you Denise

Welcome Denise.
It is a pleasure to speak with you and read the emotion from your words that so carry such excitment and boldness for the journey your on.
You have found the right place amoungest the masse's of imformation that have led you here. There is only forwards from now, as invitations are not given by us but from the mind of creation that choose's your path.
Relax and breathe easy with a smile that you are more than the mirror shows, yet within you shall soon see.