I joined as exsheep 1 1/2 years ago, I was receiving some"downloads" of things that happened to me in my past and why, but things seemed to slow down and basically stop, so I just went with the flow and did what I was led to do. Sometimes you have to take your foot off the gas, and sometimes off the brake.
I was led back to the site nearly a couple of months ago, and began going through the stuff on the main site, but for some strange reason, I could never log in, I even changed passwords and such, and still could not see all of the material on the main site.
I have been having a real dilemma recently and a major decision was required, and my ego was in turmoil, having lost some sleepless nights on which decision to make.
I knew there was other stuff to read on the site when you are logged in so I made another account, but I was even then not allowed in for a few days for whatever reason
Finally I got in one day, using the same log in details as before, and started going through some material, which helped a lot but I still did not have the answer, again more frustration as a decision had to be made soon, more sleepless nights and my ego was being really pushed to the limit, and out of frustration I asked the self { } to help guide me.
The answer was always right in front of me, "the law", it was staring me in the face, I knew the law off by heart, but I had not understood it.
A huge weight has been lifted, and it has taught me an important lesson of why things go wrong.
I asked why things have been going like they have been going for me, and I was given an image of a mouse having been frozen, but sill breathing.
Looks like I was meant to have a break, and then return, but only at the proper timing.
I then cheekily asked if { } could kinda hurry it up a bit now as I had been in a holding pattern, and I know { } has a sense of humour as I was given a the image of a microwave
my answer was given, thaw out gently, not quick.My downloads have started to trickle through again, albeit on a 56k dial up, but I am happy.
Nice to meet you all, again
