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[roage]

There has been a lot of pressure lately to set a goal, develop a plan and stick to it.

To that end I have spent quite a bit of time thinking about what to include in "my" plan so as to reap the maximum benefit for me and everyone I encounter.

This morning I had a revelation an the most earth shattering and perfect plan coalesced in my head. It hits at the main themes. It is short, concise, logical, will be easy to implement.

My plan is to exist without a plan and merely allow Ø lead me through my deep desires. In this was I need not exist in the future or hold myself to an arbitrary timetable, nor be disappointed when the outcomes change unexpectedly. I need not try to shoehorn the needs and wants of others and if they wish to be part of it then they will as Ø's will.

The plan is to allow the "plan" to unfold on its own without ruining it with expectations.

To that end I want two things:

1. I want to meet my daughter for the first time since she was a baby.
   
2. I want to rebuild a relationship with my family.

I realize "wants" do not factor in but the desire to achieve these two things is central to my waking attention and has been forefront for some time now.

There have been a number of confusing elements and personalities in my life that I no longer have the energy to wrestle with. These elements will either be aligned as a function of Ø's will or they were not important in the first place.

The brilliance of the plan is I need only trust Ø and know everything will work out for the best outcome for everyone involved and without having to worry about each detail. I need not decide what is to be done, I just do what comes natural at the time that is chosen for me to do it. There will be no second-guessing, no worrying and no regrets. My responsibility will be to trust Ø and in that and only that I am fully responsible for the clear and expedient execution of the plan.

Even better, I need not argue about "what to do" merely to decide what I am naturally led to do.

No pressure and every moment will be a surprise. I do not even need to decide when to start as that has already been done.

[Eko66]

Dear Roage,

Having read your latest post i can only encourage your "plan". I have been doing the same thing for a few months now and it is the most challenging and astonishing experience till so far.
I will copy an earlier post in which i gave some highlights of my ideas about this way of living. I recommend the work of Robert Scheinfeld. Essential in his work is the "living in receiver mode".

Re: Questions
by Eko66 » 06 Mar 2010, 19:44
I was wondering if anyone knows the work of Robert Scheinfeld. I read his book "Busting loose from the Money Game" in august 2008 and still use it as a reminder.
He describes the same process from another angle, coming from "the business world". After introducing material like Quantum Mechanics, life expierence as being a hologram, in fact 100% controlled by the Creator (=S.A.) he comes down to the conclusion that we as Ego try to influence our creations, that are obviously not created by the Ego. So that doesn't work and therefor we have to "Bust Loose" and become ourselves being Creator again. Trust, surrender and letting go are major elements in the process and, like Roage described, it is inevitable to determine when one has Busted Loose or Awakend.

He uses a proces of "Diving in an uncomfortable experience" (=fear) and then using some self talk, reminding yourself that you are not the experience but that you are a great being, a Creator etc. Next step is to take 100% responsibilty for the experience, cause you created it anyway. He calls that the "Tool Belt".

Was is your opinion about using a Tool Belt? I see a lot of similarity between his approach and the one that Roage describes, except for the Tools to handle fearful events. In my opion Roage is competely trusting on the knowing of Real Law.

Please note that he uses money as a vehicle for getting to the point! In his later work he focuses more on True Joy!

My personal experience at this moment is that a lot of things (that could be labelled "bad") are NOT happening in my life. I am getting back in my own flow, after being in the flow of other people.

I presume you made the right decision.

Love and wisdom for you.

Erik

PS You might want to re-read this post awakening-dot-dot-dot-dot-dot-to-what-vt178.html