I has been a while since I was led to write something. This introspection period has been the deepest yet.
I attempted with this treatment to show how contract and Natural law is used to effect the appearance of control.
This will help some who are struggling:
http://www.roage.com/default.aspx?PageID=206
Koda, the dog described in Transcending Perception http://www.roage.com/default.aspx?PageID=14 has suffered a paralysis in her back legs due to a spinal infarction. She has begun to mover her leg a little. In observing her throughout her life she taught me how unconditional trust in a higher power opens the door to Truth and that there is nothing to fear in doing so. I appreciate her more that just a dog. She is a being of a different sort and she operates at a level that few humans could hope to achieve. She was with me when I put it all together. Whether it is her time or not, thankfully, is out of my hands.
We have entered a new level of confusion for Ego and introspection for Self. Ego will, of course ramp-up to meet the challenge and keep the game interesting. Suffering and death is occurring at such a high level that most have become numb to the barrage of atrocities. Fear is now so high one can almost smell it in the air. This will usher in a new group of people whose Egos will, in complete hopelessness in despair with give up and give in allowing for the truly wonderful transition that many on this board have experienced.
I know much of the purpose of my being has been realized. I feel spent and weary. I know my own suffering is not yet at an end and relish the lessons yet un-learned.
May what should be simply be.
Cheers
Roage


