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[roage]

Here is a new one:

http://www.roage.com/Shorts.aspx?shortID=74

[Richard]

This part of the game which fasinates me... Shakespeare is reported to have said something along the lines of ...there is neither good nor bad, but man that makes it so. Which to me expresses that there is experience and whatever judgement you put upon said experience is just that, your judgement/perspective. OOOOOooowah I can or can't... delusion/illusion or choice ... reality or perspective or mutually agreed upon allowable/ unallowable happenings.... experiences within the game ? As long as no victims are created... no game "authority" need take over/away your illusional individual position/condition within the game.

Spending time.....wisely, in search of, learning, just passing through, wasting it, tasting it,

who's time is it anyway, or may it be that time is just an illusion created by/for man (the suit?)
the observer but inhabits the suit like a driver of a vehicle
good bad indifferent where/how/when shall the vehicle proceed today

enlightenment awakening all realizing that all is
Three Dog Night sang one is the loneliest number that you'll ever do.....

yet the illusion of seperateness and I am (when speaking of one individual) seems to be quite in vogue

[Seamus]

This part of the game which fasinates me... Shakespeare is reported to have said something along the lines of ...there is neither good nor bad, but man that makes it so.

It was, "Thinking makes it so".

[roage]

There need not be more than one. There need not be more than a single moment fixed in eternity. The static waveform in nothing, that is the Universe, has motion only as the observer moves though it. All conclusions are a function of the waveform and not of the being observing it.

[Ruby Mavis]

It makes me think of music. Written down it is 2 dimensional object that uses both right and left brain to reconstruct a waveform progression we hear as music. Without the progression, time, we only hear noise- or worse, silence. This entire reality is set up so we can hear the music, so we can experience life. I feel a lot of times like I could walk right outside of time- like understanding how to play the guitar before ever practicing it- all I have to do is practice. I am who I am in this moment always- nothing is ever lost. But I am also in the times before and the times to be- because time is an illusion-. I just want to enjoy the song so even if I remember it- I am not able to because as a musician- I can't remember one part of the song without hearing another part- without a lot of practice and even then that takes a great deal of talent and memory and you can only start in certain places. I saw myself from a point I have not reached yet- a couple times as a child, I have remembered the future happening now in distinct clarity in dreams in the past. I have also been able to lose my boundaries between myself and others to the point where I lost my self and the ego had to bring me back. LOl! My knight in shining armour;)

[Ruby Mavis]

It makes me think of music. Written down it is 2 dimensional object that uses both right and left brain to reconstruct a waveform progression we hear as music. Without the progression, time, we only hear noise- or worse, silence. This entire reality is set up so we can hear the music, so we can experience life. I feel a lot of times like I could walk right outside of time- like understanding how to play the guitar before ever practicing it- all I have to do is practice. I am who I am in this moment always- nothing is ever lost. But I am also in the times before and the times to be- because time is an illusion-. I just want to enjoy the song so even if I remember it- I am not able to because as a musician- I can't remember one part of the song without hearing another part- without a lot of practice and even then that takes a great deal of talent and memory and you can only start in certain places. I saw myself from a point I have not reached yet- a couple times as a child, I have remembered the future happening now in distinct clarity in dreams in the past. I have also been able to lose my boundaries between myself and others to the point where I lost my self and the ego had to bring me back. LOl! My knight in shining armour;)

[Ruby Mavis]

I hope you can understand. I think that's why I've been so physically exhausted lately- I left my exhusband a couple years ago after a bout of fibromyalsia that I overcame suddenly when I ccame to the conclusion that worrying was a waste of time and not doing me any good, reached the point where I heard what my sensory input mechanism needed to work properly and realized I Am who I Am, the ego is the serpent, time and religion are the cherubim, the sword of fire is our beliefs that disconnect the left from the right, and the garden has been here all along. I've been on repeat since.than getting rid of 25 years of baggage and lessons. I lost 60 pounds in 6 months, before I even started doing Tai-chi- which just accelerated whatever connection. I've. made with my" body" through learning tibetan rites, critical thinking and reading 4000 books and asking. I don't look the same as that woman or the woman I was six months ago. And I will not stop. I can't- my left side re-aligned again making me feel like I had the bottom drop out from under me not too long ago- the" physical" body manifested this occurence to come a year ago- my entire right side of my body doubled in strength ( according to my tai-chi master) in 4 months. I understand now the circle will never end and what nostradamus saw which is what you share- the spokes can come off the wheels, we realize this is what it is, we are what we are- the road and the journey are one- the wheels are not there- the lesson is- the O is. Everything else is nothing, except fun. Even fear- for it is the root of humor.

[Ruby Mavis]

Thankyou for your patience and time- if you can understand, great. Otherwise you know this is more for myself than anyone else. All are as one right?;) Now take the scripture" love your neighbor as yourself" literally- f***ed up isn't it? O was there the entire time, the truth was there the entire time- who are" they" really?

[roage]

Thankyou for your patience and time- if you can understand, great. Otherwise you know this is more for myself than anyone else. All are as one right?;) Now take the scripture" love your neighbor as yourself" literally- f***ed up isn't it? O was there the entire time, the truth was there the entire time- who are" they" really?

Hi Ruby,

I going to make an observation as that is what I do. What you do with that is for you. You are very grounded in the world and in time and it comes out when you post. In every post. You do not ask more than rhetorical questions and that means there has not yet been the kind of pressure required to prompt you to escape a materially dominated experience. You will thing I do not get you but others on this forum are quite aware of this.

Now I am going to ask some questions. When you posted did you read the article posted at the beginning? This thread is primarily for comments, questions and experiences relating to the article. I am led to curry the forum in a particular direction in that it is a place for people who need to escape to learn how to place themselves in a place for that to occur for them.

Now it did not say this is a place where people learn how to "make" those things occur.

You are here for a reason. You were brought here specifically and were I you I would ask questions about why you are here.

You have a lot of experience and insight but it is mostly left-brained and although it is a better perspective than most, I challenge you to allow your intuition to be unlocked.

It is helpful to go through the material on the Fast Tract including the Cheat Sheet Mark II

http://www.roage.com/default.aspx?PageID=163

It is the most concise presentation of the point of the site and forum. You will see that from that perspective some of what you already posted is going to make you chuckle. There are people on this forum that know more about you that you surmise.

You might visit this page:

http://www.roage.com/thebutton.aspx

The process of enlightenment is not a stroll through grassy meadows and cotton dresses. It it serious business. To get through it is much like the end-time prophecy in a personal sense described in the book of Revelations. It requires a loss of control and it culminates with a personal Armageddon where the right-side of the mind battles and defeats the left-side for control. Eventually the right side will win over but not before it feels like they themselves have been beaten into submission. We are not Ego, we are something else and before that something else will work constructively in your experience one must first have the distracted controlled and that is not easy because ego is the most clever opponent a man or woman will ever face. Most do not even realize they are in a cage and fully under its control.

The transition is scary as the worst of what you have suppressed will be drag out in front of your face and often in front of everyone to see. It will not happen without considerable anger, angst, frustration and tears. I know of what I speak. There is a stage where one is literally transformed even physically into a new being. Although the trippy stuff begins almost immediately, it usually takes a while until a breakthrough against Ego is achieved.

I would suggest to start the magic that you try very hard to understand the material that has been offered. It will change how you see things and that will change how you identify yourself.

I am not kidding. Most of what you think you know about this Universe is a clever deception that is used specifically to separate you from yourself. It is so subtle that it will take you a while for you to even know the walls are there.

You will not need to meditate, exercise or wear funny hats. You will need to set aside time to read and more importantly treat your experience like the constructive classroom it has always been.

Stop, relax, look within and think about what begins percolating to the surface of your consciousness.

You will take all the cups out of the cupboard and clean them one by one. When they are placed back in the cupboard the cupboard will be clean as will the cups and they will have an order and usefulness they never had before.