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[Swift46]

Its been almost 4 years since ive been "awake", as the people on infowars or zeitgiest or whatever call it. What led me here to the roage forums was basically when a friend of mine told me about zeitgiest. I later found a host of other conspericy theory movies and sites and then found my way to David icke roughly 3 or 4 years ago. There I learned a bit about what god was. 2 years ago I found my way onto a guy named adampants on youtube and he really talked about this stuff fully and then i found that insider thing on godlike productions which got me thinking even more. Then 1 year ago I found Roage and recently the law of one. I know all of this stuff, i mean im always looking for 1 piece of information to find to initiate god talking to me but theres no use because it just isnt there. I just dont know what the problem is. I know all of this stuff on enlightenment, theres nothing else a living person can teach me, but it hasn't connected me to god. Nothings working, it's all stagnent and its been like that for at least 3 months. Nothing works, and its frustrating me to no ends.

[Swift46]

I bee is trapped in a window in my house right now, its freaking load, its actually stuck in a shudder. Its trying the best it can to get out, but im the only one that can really get it out, and i dont want to because i dont want to get stung. Its trying to break the glass, screaming and trying other ways like creaping out. Is this me, do I really not trust unconditionally, did my ego fool me into thinking that i do. If this was me 1 year ago I would ask if im right or not, but ive learned better than to do that now, hmm I think its dead now.

[permie1]

Its been almost 4 years since ive been "awake", as the people on infowars or zeitgiest or whatever call it. What led me here to the roage forums was basically when a friend of mine told me about zeitgiest. I later found a host of other conspericy theory movies and sites and then found my way to David icke roughly 3 or 4 years ago. There I learned a bit about what god was. 2 years ago I found my way onto a guy named adampants on youtube and he really talked about this stuff fully and then i found that insider thing on godlike productions which got me thinking even more. Then 1 year ago I found Roage and recently the law of one. I know all of this stuff, i mean im always looking for 1 piece of information to find to initiate god talking to me but theres no use because it just isnt there. I just dont know what the problem is. I know all of this stuff on enlightenment, theres nothing else a living person can teach me, but it hasn't connected me to god. Nothings working, it's all stagnent and its been like that for at least 3 months. Nothing works, and its frustrating me to no ends.

Alright Hun. Here's problem # 1. You seem to be making a separation between God and yourself as two completely separate being. You are IT. The procedure that Roage is talking about is a step by step process by which you are able to perceive who and where your are. I would be happy to take you through these steps one by one even though you may say you have already done so. Obviously you got hung up somewhere and it is only a matter of going through the material to find out where the hang up is. I will offer this assistance only once and you may PM me if you wish only if you accept my offer. I know that others on the forum would be glad to answer some of your questions as well but you got to ask. I will not sugar coat anything for you and I will be tough. Now the question is. WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT?

[Swift46]

Its been almost 4 years since ive been "awake", as the people on infowars or zeitgiest or whatever call it. What led me here to the roage forums was basically when a friend of mine told me about zeitgiest. I later found a host of other conspericy theory movies and sites and then found my way to David icke roughly 3 or 4 years ago. There I learned a bit about what god was. 2 years ago I found my way onto a guy named adampants on youtube and he really talked about this stuff fully and then i found that insider thing on godlike productions which got me thinking even more. Then 1 year ago I found Roage and recently the law of one. I know all of this stuff, i mean im always looking for 1 piece of information to find to initiate god talking to me but theres no use because it just isnt there. I just dont know what the problem is. I know all of this stuff on enlightenment, theres nothing else a living person can teach me, but it hasn't connected me to god. Nothings working, it's all stagnent and its been like that for at least 3 months. Nothing works, and its frustrating me to no ends.

Alright Hun. Here's problem # 1. You seem to be making a separation between God and yourself as two completely separate being. You are IT. The procedure that Roage is talking about is a step by step process by which you are able to perceive who and where your are. I would be happy to take you through these steps one by one even though you may say you have already done so. Obviously you got hung up somewhere and it is only a matter of going through the material to find out where the hang up is. I will offer this assistance only once and you may PM me if you wish only if you accept my offer. I know that others on the forum would be glad to answer some of your questions as well but you got to ask. I will not sugar coat anything for you and I will be tough. Now the question is. WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT?

Yes, I've read based on this site and david ickes and more that I am god playing myself. What do I want from sovereignty,? Hmm, I guess the biggest thing is to have the correct opinion about the world and stop having these illuminati, tvs, ego, and subliminals screwing me over. Otherwise I dont really know.

[Seamus]

well, man if that's all you want just go find yourself a shitty 9-to-5, in a town with a lotta Ganj.

That's what I'm fixin to do...

[Deckard666]

You are acting but you have to just react on what's going on. You are not getting answers if you try to force it. That sounds so simple but it's pretty hard because we are manipulated to feel very uncomfortable with blind trust. Maybe this uncomfortbale feeling is what you try to avoid. It sucks. But it's the only way in.

Namaste,

Deckard

[roage]

Swift,

Have you ever thought that your whole purpose in coming here was simply to exist fooling yourself into believing that God hates you and that you will be the only one that is left out? Who says the world is not a comedy show? The fun and adventure is the slow and painful process of revealing the fallacy of your delightful delusion. The fun of life is forgetting and going through the process the impatience and frustration is the “fun part”.

If you think the learning stops and the frustration stimulus cease when you "get it" then you will be disappointed. All that happens is the game become more clever as it adapts to your growth. We would not choose it to be any other way as there would be no point in coming here in the first place.

This is not a race. It is not a fashion show and the only one with any power to “keep score” is you, and only when you choose to.

You realize that this intensive exertion of energy to “realize the Truth” is merely distracting you from realizing the Truth. Fathom that funny. But that is OK because what you are doing is exactly what you came here to do and it is vital to thrash around and beat yourself up. It is all part of it.

Relax, have a coke and a smile because if you think anyone here had anything to do with the rate at which they unraveled the mystery then I have some irony to sell you.

Roage