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[Seamus]

Thinking about my crossing-over experience again, for the last few days, has got me motivated to put into words an aspect of the core truth of existence: Ø is the Supreme Authority, and conscious sub-entities are equals (in rights and value) before him/her/it. These two facts are complementary aspects of one truth.

my first encounter with this concept was, oddly enough, through contact with a Luciferian entity either possessing a man or posing as a man. I won't go into details here about it, but I spent some three weeks with this fellow. He claimed his name was Kenneth Yost and claimed to have grown up in Terre Haute, Indiana. I say claimed because he would switch between speaking from an outside-of-this-world viewpoint and speaking from the viewpoint of a "mere" man. I don't know what he was, but he answered yes when I asked him if his name was "Splitfoot". He was much concerned about my desire to "help" humanity, and was quick to point out my own character deficits that stood in the way of my goal. The main issue he addressed was the feeling of superiority to others that I had. He was right on with all his observations, even with things that there was no way he could know. He even told me at one point, "You don't even love your own mother!" and I was speechless, because I realized at the moment he said it, that he was right. I attribute his accuracy to the fact that there is ONE ego, and he knew its inner workings intimately. He could also tell that I am an honest man not wanting to bullshit myself. I'm pretty transparent to those who know me.

Like most 19-year-olds, I thought I had a grasp on life, and that I knew better than those who had gone before me. Kenny, as he preferred to be called (which, incidentally, means "true one" or "man of truth" in Hebrew), encouraged me to make attempts to shut down the ego by surrender to the Supreme Authority (accepting whatever would happen at the point of the ego's loss of control). Of course he did not use that terminology. He communicated largely through telepathy, at first while I was tripping on mushrooms (and he wasn't), and then the lines of communication appeared to pretty much stay open between us.

I attempted many times in the ensuing months and years, unsuccessfully, to surrender to and trust my creator. Kenny, you see, fed me one little lie in amongst all the truth, and even the words he said were true, but the connotation false. The last thing he said to me, he said very urgently, as Ø was literally sweeping him away from me with a crowd of people. He said "You can do it! You have it in yourself! In your SELF! Those words are true, as I have in me the one true Self. But he was not addressing that, nor had he done so in the weeks we had been together. He intended for me to assume he meant the false self, the impostor, Ego. And so I did. To make a very long story very short, it would be 18 years almost to the day, before I would finally experience an actual unambiguous state of ego suppression, if only for a few minutes that first time, and with gargantuan effort and the help of a plant teacher.

Back to the subject, the fictional nature of nontruth. We learn what is, in many cases, through our experience of what is not. That is, our experience of falsehood teaches us truth. Eventually, the yellow-eyed dragon of ignorance will be regarded as one of our greatest teachers, for it brings upon us the just consequences of actions done in ignorance, which in turn impart important and well-learned lessons.

The truth I began with, that all sentient beings are equal in rights and value before Ø, is bedrock. The fictions that "run this game" all depend on ignorance or obfuscation of this exceedingly simple truth. The assertion of one's free (non-slave) and real (nonfictional) status is all the warning that the wise among the fictionmongers should require in order to save themselves the trouble of messing with us. I am benevolent enough to warn them verbally, as in "It is my duty to warn you at this juncture that I am regarded as a sovereign man by the Creator of the universe. Any action taken against me under fictional pretenses by any man or woman acting as a proxy for a fictional entity will be regarded as a crime against the Creator, and painful circumstances will come upon that man or woman as a direct result of their action against me." On the other hand, blessings will abound to those who aid us in our undertakings and who respect our path.

I love the truth! Only the truth truly sets one free. Jesus was right, after all!

[roage]

I love the truth! Only the truth truly sets one free. Jesus was right, after all!

Nice contribution!

[permie1]

Thank you for sharing. Wow! what a great story

The truth I began with, that all sentient beings are equal in rights and value before Ø, is bedrock. The fictions that "run this game" all depend on ignorance or obfuscation of this exceedingly simple truth. The assertion of one's free (non-slave) and real (nonfictional) status is all the warning that the wise among the fictionmongers should require in order to save themselves the trouble of messing with us. I am benevolent enough to warn them verbally, as in "It is my duty to warn you at this juncture that I am regarded as a sovereign man by the Creator of the universe. Any action taken against me under fictional pretenses by any man or woman acting as a proxy for a fictional entity will be regarded as a crime against the Creator, and painful circumstances will come upon that man or woman as a direct result of their action against me." On the other hand, blessings will abound to those who aid us in our undertakings and who respect our path.

I love the truth! Only the truth truly sets one free. Jesus was right, after all!

I fully concur

[Nect4r$]

Fantastic and helpful post