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[maja]

Just found this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=npuVwyCsKD8


hope you'll like it

PS. Still with you 24/7...it just doesn't show ... i'm going through some rough times, lots of ups and downs, mr. Green is playing a lot I wanted to post a myriad of times but at the end finding that I cannot phrase how and what I feel ...so many questions/no questions...like a sin/cos x function ...weird...never happened before...one moment feeling so sad and lost and then the next so happy and knowing.... jeeez anyway, love you guys!

[heebeejeebee]

Still with you 24/7...it just doesn't show ... i'm going through some rough times, lots of ups and downs, mr. Green is playing a lot I wanted to post a myriad of times but at the end finding that I cannot phrase how and what I feel ...so many questions/no questions...like a sin/cos x function ...weird...never happened before...one moment feeling so sad and lost and then the next so happy and knowing.... jeeez anyway, love you guys!

what maya said!!!

[maja]

Still with you 24/7...it just doesn't show ... i'm going through some rough times, lots of ups and downs, mr. Green is playing a lot I wanted to post a myriad of times but at the end finding that I cannot phrase how and what I feel ...so many questions/no questions...like a sin/cos x function ...weird...never happened before...one moment feeling so sad and lost and then the next so happy and knowing.... jeeez anyway, love you guys!

what maya said!!!

sorry...??? my confusion is now even bigger... haven't got a clue what you mean...would you please explain....i'm kind of lost in space these days

[roage]

Just found this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=npuVwyCsKD8


hope you'll like it

PS. Still with you 24/7...it just doesn't show ... i'm going through some rough times, lots of ups and downs, mr. Green is playing a lot I wanted to post a myriad of times but at the end finding that I cannot phrase how and what I feel ...so many questions/no questions...like a sin/cos x function ...weird...never happened before...one moment feeling so sad and lost and then the next so happy and knowing.... jeeez anyway, love you guys!

It is so foreign to most that most fear happiness...

That is changing.

[maja]

It is so foreign to most that most fear happiness...

...and the one that fears is the Ego ....and he is "killing" me ...he is trying very hard to convince that I am fooling myself with this method and everything, that it will never work for me, that I will never be sovereign, that Ø has pain and suffering in store for my life experience...a whole variety of ultimatively depressing stuff ....but then I have these moments of clarity when I can say to him: "I can hear you" , thank God ...it is all that is left for me to "do" anyway, so I trust.

[roage]

It is so foreign to most that most fear happiness...

...and the one that fears is the Ego ....and he is "killing" me ...he is trying very hard to convince that I am fooling myself with this method and everything, that it will never work for me, that I will never be sovereign, that Ø has pain and suffering in store for my life experience...a whole variety of ultimatively depressing stuff ....but then I have these moments of clarity when I can say to him: "I can hear you" , thank God ...it is all that is left for me to "do" anyway, so I trust.

Have you watched the Guy Ritchey Film "Revolver"? Get the kids out of the room This movie is a powerful tool.

[maja]

I sure did! Maybe I should watch it again.

[heebeejeebee]

Still with you 24/7...it just doesn't show ... i'm going through some rough times, lots of ups and downs, mr. Green is playing a lot I wanted to post a myriad of times but at the end finding that I cannot phrase how and what I feel ...so many questions/no questions...like a sin/cos x function ...weird...never happened before...one moment feeling so sad and lost and then the next so happy and knowing.... jeeez anyway, love you guys!

what maya said!!!

sorry...??? my confusion is now even bigger... haven't got a clue what you mean...would you please explain....i'm kind of lost in space these days

sorry to confuse maya! I meant that I echo what you said in your post

[maja]

@ heebeejeebee

It's ok, I just get confused easily....

[Richard]

maja
Thanks I enjoyed the happiness video.
You spoke of ego killing you.....I think I have a sense of what you mean....and it came to me that maybe looking into a full length mirror and exhibiting some of the signs of/from the video you posted and enjoying them to your core might allow you to make a statement to ego which would release you from its grasp...it also occurs to me that the more and harder ego fights the closer to the loving release of it you are. Or so it seems to me.