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[Nect4r$]

Hi there all,

As stated in the thread title, I was hoping this could be elaborated on in some way either directly, or indirectly through allegory/parable by one(or preferably several) of the boards observers so us others still going over the material have some frame of reference for it -even if only intellectually. That is, "having achieved notification of contract".

I've seen this mentioned a few times and just ran across it again on the Icke board thread which I've been trawling though. I realise it may not be a straight forward thing to explain but feel any kind of reference point could be helpful.

To be honest, my thinking mind says this is a reasonable and relevant question and my "knowingness" saying its happy to tolerate the ridiculousness of an attempt to describe the taste and texture of an orange to someone with no way to taste or feel it.

Anyway... any help with this would be much appreciated thanks

[Nect4r$]

Only loosely to do with the above, but thought the following by Roage on said Icke thread may be helpful to put here as well as its a constant problem with the intellect.

Its in reference to the question "When will it happen? Could this be it? Or is this just a trapped way of thinking?"

You know when you lose your train of thought and you cannot remember something you wanted to say. You know it but you can't bring yourself to remember it? The more you try the harder it becomes to remember. Then at three in the morning it hits you?

The reason is that the memory doorway is a serial processor. When you try to force a request over and over you flood the processor and jam the doorway. You have to stop clear your mind and wait calmly for the clog to free itself.

This is where you are now. Your doorway is clogged and nothing will happen until you clear your fixation, take time, relax and occupy yourself with something else.

You already know you want it. You have already asked. It will happen when it does the most good such that it becomes a powerful event in your life that has rich meaning.

Relax distract yourself. Stop waiting for it and do something else.

There are more important things you need to pay attention to and the completion of those things will automatically bring about the changes that will happen all by itself.

You have paralyzed the process. It is a yin action, not a yang action.

It is a soft touch not a direct assault.

Does that help?

[Seamus]

Hi there all,

As stated in the thread title, I was hoping this could be elaborated on in some way either directly, or indirectly through allegory/parable by one(or preferably several) of the boards observers so us others still going over the material have some frame of reference for it -even if only intellectually. That is, "having achieved notification of contract".

It's been different for different people. I got mine daydreaming. Someone else got a special glowing sunset. It could come at any time. Best thing to do is be receptive (Yin).

[Ryanon]

This is hard to explain!

I went from a set perspective I have had all my life along with desire for further research and study to a total flip of my reality! Free flowing feelings of thoughts that explains things to me on this new perspective and a now non need for logical left brain evidence of the teachings here! A knowing and relaxation!

A desire came into my body, a passion that enjoys observing materials of synchronicity and a desire to share with those seeking or on the journey as if connected.

An emotional meditation also come to pass where I felt great joy and sadness simultaneously (hard to explain) followed by similar waking events while out in nature or driving! Wow moments!

When I go outside now and the sun is beating down these cold mornings, I stop and stand in the rays and say loud, Beautiful...it all stops me in my tracks, the birds wake me up with a smile and I do not sleep long any more...I itch for daily life!

This all above was not me before, its a remarkable transformation but also feels so natural and more real than the ego driven life I led before!

I'm still young in the experience though!

[Gooseone]

I've been flip flopping the line for a bit and had quite some profound experiences , after the notification i just felt tremendous relieve
from my own thoughts.
You'll know when it happens , don't worry

[roage]

There have been some great comments so far.

After years of trying to explain it. I am in safe territory by saying it either hits you like a ton of bricks or it sneaks up on you. Either way you wake up and every aspect of what you think, perceive and all your priorities are totally reshuffled as what was important no longer is important and other thinks become the only things that matter.

One merely notices that reality is not the same as it used to be and all I can say is that I like it and I cannot think about why I would ever go back.

This is the difference: If you are vacillating then you are not all the way in. When you do not have that tendency to do that or even want to then you are fully committed and it either snaps or slides into place like a different lense at the optometrist.

[Nect4r$]

Many thanks for all the replies, and to Roage for such a simple description of the "process" if it can even be called that

[Moose]

You will know when this happens.
Emotion. And the first feeling of real love is nothing that can ever be forgotten. There are only limited words to discribe the encounter, so i will not try.

[Nect4r$]

You will know when this happens.
Emotion. And the first feeling of real love is nothing that can ever be forgotten. There are only limited words to discribe the encounter, so i will not try.

Thats how I've experienced the "vacillating" Roage posted above accompanied by total Peace, yet I just found out the following on Josephs thread here. http://roage.free-forum.net/3-vt96.html?start=20

First Sovereignty:

You offer that if you are granted sovereignty then you will accept all responsibility for your experience. That which you do and that which is done to you.

When accepted then you begin by being shown elements of you past that you have not dealt with. This is part of the acceptance process because to be granted responsibility mean you need to be show how you were indeed responsible.

Ah! I haven't done the asking yet. I did ask the SA to expose my shadow self two days ago and some interesting stuff did happen in the last couple days. I guess I got the cart in front of the horse. I thought I was in the process, but I am not until I ask for my sovereignty. Because I thought the SA is the one who ask after we cross the threshold and we are the ones who accept. Okay, thanks Roger.

Wow, didn't get that either.I was under the impression Sovereignty was given as notification as "Sovereignty is simply an entity's identity recognized by the Supreme Being." (Mis)Understood it to mean it was offered by and at Ø's discretion not at request.

Interesting

[Swift46]

Only loosely to do with the above, but thought the following by Roage on said Icke thread may be helpful to put here as well as its a constant problem with the intellect.

Its in reference to the question "When will it happen? Could this be it? Or is this just a trapped way of thinking?"

You know when you lose your train of thought and you cannot remember something you wanted to say. You know it but you can't bring yourself to remember it? The more you try the harder it becomes to remember. Then at three in the morning it hits you?

The reason is that the memory doorway is a serial processor. When you try to force a request over and over you flood the processor and jam the doorway. You have to stop clear your mind and wait calmly for the clog to free itself.

This is where you are now. Your doorway is clogged and nothing will happen until you clear your fixation, take time, relax and occupy yourself with something else.

You already know you want it. You have already asked. It will happen when it does the most good such that it becomes a powerful event in your life that has rich meaning.

Relax distract yourself. Stop waiting for it and do something else.

There are more important things you need to pay attention to and the completion of those things will automatically bring about the changes that will happen all by itself.

You have paralyzed the process. It is a yin action, not a yang action.

It is a soft touch not a direct assault.

Does that help?

Thats exactilly like what roage told me, oh shi* wai......