a couple days ago and I'd like to say that I'm sorry, it's in the past anyway. That was my ego
.Well, here I am once again starting over because now my mind is free from confusion and thoughts
derived from the ego that would make me look and sound like a fool. I trust God now,
and I now know that everything that happens is meant to happen, and good
can be salvaged from anything bad that happens. The perfect example would
be a mistake. We make mistakes pretty much everyday of our lives, and we
can either choose to learn from them, or keep doing the over and over and
over again. Someone who keeps repeating mistakes and can't seem to learn
from them would be a person that most likely lives a life of patterns. Just like
how Roage was telling me the other day about how the Israelites would keep
falling into the grasp of sin and kept disobeying God, and they were to be
punished because of their evil ways. Then they'd come back to God and live
for Him, but then they'd fall back into that gaping hole that they had just been
brought out of, by the grace of God, after they had fallen so far into it. God is
a merciful omnipotent being that is always forgiving. (Thank God for that! lol)
You see how the Israelites never genuinely learned from their mistakes, for
they kept repeating them, but it's also because they weren't sovereign and
they were captivated by their Ego. The Ego brings along such a great amount
of confusion and I just recently learned how to avert the thoughts that come
from my ego. I trust in God completely and everything works out and makes sense.
At the start of my ascension, I kept receiving great amounts of headaches,
that didn't allow me to get much sleep, due to fighting with my ego constantly. Once I
had fought for so long, I had felt peace at heart and mind. I was given so
many signs by God all around me: Violent shaking of every object within the
room, seeing 3 blue lights that formed a triangle and a little red light that was
outside of the triangle, lots of symbols that had to do with numbers, and I saw
a lot more signs like the 3 lights that formed a triangle and the little light that
was outside of it.
Now check this out. I was talking with my mom on my way back home,
and we talked about these signs and symbols that were given to me by God.
By the way, the symbols that I saw were:
1.) 3 lights creating a triangle and 1 red light
on the outside of it and it was much smaller.
2.) I saw 3 rocks making a
triangle and a small one outside of the triangle.
3.)
3 whitish blueish trees created a triangle and 1 smaller, dark colored tree
was on the outside of the triangle.
4.) I saw 3 cars forming a triangle, 1
yellow, 1 blue, 1 red, and another car, that was charcoal color, was outside
of the triangle of which the 3 cars formed.
Then my mom had asked me,"Do you know what those symbols mean?" All
of a sudden, I DID KNOW what they meant! I had not figured it out TILL
she had asked me that! God literally told me the meaning of all that
symbolism that he showed me right then and there. I spoke and said," Yes,
I do know what they mean, in fact God has just told me right now. 1.) is 3
blue lights, symbolizing Jesus, God, and the Holy Spirit. The little red light
was evil, and because of the fact that it could not be apart of the triangle,
it could not to come across the 3 blue lights. 2.) The 3 rocks were
symbolizing strength and fortitude that you receive when you are with God,
Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. The little rock outside of the triangle was
weakness brought on by evil, it could not come across the 3 rocks. 3.) The
3 whitish bluish trees were symbolizing a foundation, a new home that is
given to me through God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. The smaller dark
tree was a symbol of evil always trying to get in, but will grow weak when
it tries to break the bond of the 3. Those 3 are to be set there forever
and never brought down, for I have chosen to use my free will to allow
God to take control of my life and guide my footsteps through the path
I follow that he has laid before me. 4.) The 3 cars that formed the triangle
were symbolizing the new personality and emotions that will be given to me
through God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. The yellow car symbolizes joy,
happiness, and glee. The blue car symbolizes soothing of the soul, peace,
serenity, harmony, and amity. The red car symbolizes love, passion, and
energy. The charcoal colored car symbolizes dullness, confusion, struggle,
agony, and sorrow, which could not be apart of the newly formed triangle
within me."
So what do you guys think about all that? Does it sound kind of crazy? Do you guys interpret anything differently?
I'm glad you were close enough to the door to recognize the way out. Welcome Daniel 
