I am Venus, I walk this earth in Beauty and Awe.
Yesterday on the train, a woman was entering. She looked horrified and as if she had seen a ghost. She sits down at my left. I gaze at her and I feel a wave of compassion stretching out towars her. she wears a pink sweater.
She starts to relax. She even starts to smile, a bit ashamed at first. It is okay.
Woman enters with child. I say let the children come to me. The child wants to sit left of me. The mother drags it along.
When it is time to exit the train, a guy wearing a blue cap stands at the window. He gazes out the window, then he gazes at me. I get up and put my blue jacket on. I open the door before him. He steps out behind me, taking the open door, grabbing a bit too high. He grabs a hair nearly pulls it out. He does not say anything. Neither do I . It is not necessary. It was a hair from the right side of my head anyway. He overtakes me and looks at me again. once more later on the road.
i go to buy the Moby CD today. it is pink. The guy at the cashier looks at me, then says "well I should not be saying that at all." I say "yes?" He says, there is a website where you can get all the Moby CDs for free. He write down the name of that website for me. I say, you are a treasure. A bit ashamed he thanks me.
I look for the internet. The internet café is closed.
I walk on. Three guys in red offer me free cellphone. I say, I do not have one anyway. They say, well you cannot get it right now anyway. I say I need internet.
They say, Go to McDonalds, they have free access there. I go there. They have only WLAN. I do not have a laptop.
I am not meant to go on the internet right now. I go to by underwear. I want the colored one pure cotton, but they have white only. I buy the white one. They say, ah you found something at the cashier. I say, I chose white. Then I will take all the colors of the spectrum one by one. They laugh.
I return and meet the three guys in red again. They say, have you found something? I say, I did not find internet but I find underwear. I smile. They look puzzled then they smile too.
I go back to the internet café. It is open now. I am here.



