I'll add to them before knocking down my house of cards.
The leaders of the Eagle Spirit Circle here in Portland have provided me with an opportunity. For the last 2 weeks I have been housesitting at their home while they are in Eastern Oregon. They did so purely on the glowing recommendation of the couple whose couch I was sleeping on (I don't think that had a whole lot to do with the glow of the reference, but perhaps it did!). Since I have been here I have been surrounded with things of Indian spirituality.
Just yesterday I got an email from the leader of the Maka Oyate, the 'tiyoshpaye' that ran the sundance. In it he expresses a statement that brought my unease with Indian spirituality into clear, well-defined focus:
"LIVE EACH MOMENT WITH THE GOODNESS THE SPIRITS HAVE GIVEN US"
I saw that and said "Oh my God! They're bonkers!". I suddenly understood why the Indians were allowed by Ø to be steamrollered by Western Civilization (and believe me when I say I have agonized over that for over half my life). They give honor where it is not due! They do not honor supremely the ONE to whom that honor is truly due! To compound the problem, they KNOW there is one creator. But they still refuse to honor It as the source of everything. They would rather be victims of "evil spirits" when Ø decides to send no Buffalo because they are needlessly harassing their neighbors, for example.
Now I know why I was compelled to come out here to the Sundance. As the pinnacle of open ceremony (there are a good number of ceremonies that are only open to tribal or even clan members), it gave me an accurate perspective from which I would be able to understand the context of that statement in upper case above. Now, having seen the inside of the "Indigenous" mindset, I can declare Ø just in all things without any nagging questions in the back of my mind going "But what about...?"
God is setting me free! Jesus said it best when he said "You shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free."
Now here's a passage from the Bible that I have always had a problem with, but now I understand it in perhaps its original intent (or something close to it)
I never thought I would quote Paul in agreement with him... but here it goes:
It's true. They prattle on about spirits and powers, so that it's obvious where they think true power comes from, but they only give lip service to Tunkashila, or "Wakang Tanka" , the name that literally means "Great Mystery". It is no surprise that they cry out in their prayers that Tunkashila would have mercy on them, that they are pitiful. They are! They love that victim role.Romans 1
18 For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who by their unrighteousness suppress the truth. 19 For what can be known about God is plain to them, because God has shown it to them. 20 For his invisible attributes, namely, his eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly perceived, ever since the creation of the world, in the things that have been made. So they are without excuse. 21 For although they knew God, they did not honor him as God or give thanks to him, but they became futile in their thinking, and their foolish hearts were darkened.
22 Claiming to be wise, they became fools, 23 and exchanged the glory of the immortal God for images resembling mortal man and birds and animals and creeping things.
24 Therefore God gave them up in the lusts of their hearts to impurity, to the dishonoring of their bodies among themselves, 25 because they exchanged the truth about God for a lie and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed forever! Amen.
26 For this reason God gave them up to dishonorable passions. For their women exchanged natural relations for those that are contrary to nature; 27 and the men likewise gave up natural relations with women and were consumed with passion for one another, men committing shameless acts with men and receiving in themselves the due penalty for their error.
28 And since they did not see fit to acknowledge God, God gave them up to a debased mind to do what ought not to be done. 29 They were filled with all manner of unrighteousness, evil, covetousness, malice. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, maliciousness. They are gossips, 30 slanderers, haters of God, insolent, haughty, boastful, inventors of evil, disobedient to parents, 31 foolish, faithless, heartless, ruthless. 32 Though they know God's decree that those who practice such things deserve to die, they not only do them but give approval to those who practice them.
Now of course not all Indian children are disrespectful of their parents, or all the other things. But many of them are. It is with good reason that we have the stereotype of the drunk Indian.
Does that excuse the people at Carslisle Indian School for doing what they did? No, they went overboard, and they paid the consequences. But that's the point. You do the crime, you're gonna do the time, according to the nature of the crime. Men who abuse children meet unsavory ends, and nations that honor elemental forces instead of the Creator get turned over into the hands of real sovereigns for discipline.
God is good.
Though I am wondering how much of this I should lay on the elder whose house I'm staying in?




